I promise I'll let you know before I do something stupid and/or reckless in the future, alright? And to try to keep the stupid reckless shit to a minimum.
[ See? Stability. He can be stable. Calm. Comfortable. Mal seems okay so...step two: Introduce physical displays of affection.
York lifts their hands and dips his head, dropping a kiss onto the back of Malcolm's hand. ]
[Now that strikes him as odd. It's just...odd. It makes him think of high class, royalty, like--kind of like being a princess. His hand flexes, and he calmly pulls it away.]
If the next op is one I want in on.
[He shifts. Does he want to be the one to bring it up? Is York going to? Communication is necessary but difficult.]
[ He really wishes there was an Unsure Malcolm to english dictionary. It'd make this easier. Then again Malcolm probably wants a 'fucknut to english' dictionary to understand him better too. ]
I'll get cleaned up. Order whatever. I'll be down in thirty? Yeah.
[ Should he go give him a kiss? No. The hand thing went poorly so. Awkward wave/salute thing for the win on the way out. Yeah. ]
[Ordering whatever it is. Ordering and waiting around for the food and for York. Movies? He'll consider it, glance at a few genres, a few familiar titles, mostly just to pass the time. Reading? Reading. He'll be reading on the couch. There might be pizza on the table waiting for them! Don't worry, it'll still be nice and hot for them.]
[ Most of that half hour had been waffling on what to wear. It's a date but not an out and about date but should he put forth an effort what does he even-
Grifball shirt, fuck me jeans and a little aftershave.
He'd also shaved. Cuz. Reasons.
He saunters down and settles on the sofa, knee knocking into Malcolm's. ]
Hm? [He glances up and something seems off. Off-ish. Off but not? He'll let it slide.] Oh, movie? Only if you can find something you're interested in. We could debrief about your op if you feel up for it. Pizza's on the table, I'll grab the box.
People don't usually debrief on dates, Mal. Well usually on the third or fourth there's a different kind of debriefing depending on who's involved and if everyone is down for it but- that's not the point here.
We can talk about something else. [He's up and going to the kitchen. Beers? No York already had one--wait. Yes, beers? He's not about to dictate what York drinks when he wants. He grabs two anyway and the box of pizza and returns to the couch.]
Are we calling this a date? It's pizza. Pizza doesn't seem like a date. Date implies that we're dating.
Its kind of what I meant by dinner. You chose to stay in, I said cool. I mean if you wanted an out and about date you should've said so and we're trying to date. This is a first date. I'm trying to keep you comfortable.
[ Which he's fucked up already. Jesus. He slumps back on the sofa and stares at the ceiling, trying to find the right words. ]
I don't want to go out to date. Not now. That's why we're staying in for pizza. That's what we're doing.
I'm just--I'm kind of...curious, I suppose? Er, bi-curious, you could say, even. [Nope this isn't awkward that wasn't at all awkward to say, he doesn't feel confused or a little bit ashamed at himself. Oh god, a day was far too little time to consider what Carolina said, wasn't it?] I want to try this, but I don't know how far this will go. Is that okay?
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[ See? Stability. He can be stable. Calm. Comfortable. Mal seems okay so...step two: Introduce physical displays of affection.
York lifts their hands and dips his head, dropping a kiss onto the back of Malcolm's hand. ]
You'll get first crack at the next op.
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If the next op is one I want in on.
[He shifts. Does he want to be the one to bring it up? Is York going to? Communication is necessary but difficult.]
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Yeah.
Wanders over and plucks up his beer and goes right back to sipping. What weird interlude? That never happened. Who, him? Nah. ]
'course. Not gonna make you do anything you don't want to, Mal.
[ SEE HOW GOOD HE'S BEING? SEE? ]
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About that dinner...were you planning it to be a big to-do, or just drop by wherever felt good?
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[ Malcolm's a little...yeah, at times. ]
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Sure. When's good for you?
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Tonight? I'll go shower.
[ Your move, closet man. ]
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[ No he did not set aside date money what are you talking about. ]
What movie do you wanna see?
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[ Yep, return of the boo. Babe didn't get much reaction, boo's more comfortable. ish. ]
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I'll get cleaned up. Order whatever. I'll be down in thirty? Yeah.
[ Should he go give him a kiss? No. The hand thing went poorly so. Awkward wave/salute thing for the win on the way out. Yeah. ]
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[ Most of that half hour had been waffling on what to wear. It's a date but not an out and about date but should he put forth an effort what does he even-
Grifball shirt, fuck me jeans and a little aftershave.
He'd also shaved. Cuz. Reasons.
He saunters down and settles on the sofa, knee knocking into Malcolm's. ]
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[ Debrief about the.
What? ]
People don't usually debrief on dates, Mal. Well usually on the third or fourth there's a different kind of debriefing depending on who's involved and if everyone is down for it but- that's not the point here.
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Are we calling this a date? It's pizza. Pizza doesn't seem like a date. Date implies that we're dating.
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[ Which he's fucked up already. Jesus. He slumps back on the sofa and stares at the ceiling, trying to find the right words. ]
Do you not want to?
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I'm just--I'm kind of...curious, I suppose? Er, bi-curious, you could say, even. [Nope this isn't awkward that wasn't at all awkward to say, he doesn't feel confused or a little bit ashamed at himself. Oh god, a day was far too little time to consider what Carolina said, wasn't it?] I want to try this, but I don't know how far this will go. Is that okay?
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[ Effort, Mal, he's putting in one.
He's about to say more when.
Curious. Bicurious. Oh god. He clamps a hand over his mouth. He's just tired enough that the horrible pun is more than a little hilarious. ]
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