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"It isn't real. Maybe it felt like it was real, but it's just another life, another life that isn't yours, isn't here. And it's no surprise that York didn't want to talk about it. Apparently he likes to wait until he's good and drunk to talk about anything, otherwise he just wants to run away." Maybe York just fell in love too easily. Maybe he--maybe it doesn't matter now. Maybe North is right.

"If it had just been running, that would have been one thing." He moves to get his breakfast out of the oven, lifting it onto the counter and watching it steam off. "Looking at in retrospect I never should have done it. But it's in the past. I can't change it."

"Do you feel anything for him now?"

"I feel like punching him in the face. He betrayed me."

"And how, may I ask, did he do that?"

"I told you, he threw the thing back in my face. Told me to let him leave so I could go back to thinking I'm heterosexual. He's an asshole."

"And what did you want in that moment? Did you want to talk it out, or apologize, or--did you still want him?"

Okay, this guy is really pissing him off. "Fuck, man, what do you want out of me? I already shared more than I was comfortable sharing because I thought it would make you feel better. He ruined our friendship. Is that what you want to hear? Do I need to enumerate all the ways in particular that he fucked things up?" North takes the potholder and picks up his oatmeal and his coffee and shoves past Malcolm. "I'm going to go eat breakfast."

"You know, maybe all I want is a sincere bloody apology!" he calls after. "York can say he's sorry all he wants, and Loki isn't here to apologize, and Delta probably isn't going to, and neither is bloody Foxtrot, but maybe someone should say sorry for fucking me over in my own relationship!"

He puts his dishes down on the table and frowns at him. "I don't blame you for wanting that. I was wrong to do what I did. And I am sorry. But badgering me about the aftermath was a bad idea on your part, okay?"

"Seems like the past day and a half has been all about bad ideas. I guess I just needed to get in on the fun." He picks up his mug again, thankfully not cracked, and takes a long gulp to try and settle himself down. He lets himself deflate, just a bit. Still bitter, still frustrated. But not as fiery. "Sorry about the badgering." Even if he feels justified in it. "And thank you for the apology." Acceptance pending.

"Thank you." He sits down at the table and begins eating, happy to ignore and be ignored if that's the end of the conversation.

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